I was really bummed today. Sharmaine wasn't here and I shared it with Soraya. F.Y.I Shar's not coming tomorrow either! :( I regretted what I did. I was so sure that nothing wrong was going to happen.But... ... Well, I'm absolutely positively sure of one thing, it's over. I could have changed it. I could have make it right. But I didn't. Everybody's asking me, "Hey, are you okay?" I really felt like saying "I'm not." I didn't though. I don't want them to worry that much. The only person that I said "I'm not" to is Soraya. She already knows what's going on. It's like she can read minds or something. Freaky. Feel like eating a cupcake right now. Like they say, " Keep calm and have a cupcake! " :) Oh, and thanks zheng hao! for 'teman-ing' me today! I was so afraid I had to stay at school until 8! Trust me, been there done that, don't wanna try it again.

loves,
Jane