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Deep in thoughts
Thursday, July 30, 2009Y
Wish I Could Fly

I'm fine now. Well, not exactly fine but I'm feeling better now. Being apart from them is making me sick. I just wanna talk to them. Say 'hi' or something. I saw a picture today, with all 5 of them. They were all with they're sweet smiles. I was not in it. I was thinking then, was it right for me to go on without them? To put them out of the picture. Maybe... just maybe it wasn't the right thing to do but I had to. I'm confuse right now. Don't know which way is right, which way is wrong. I need someone to guide me. I have somebody in my mind to talk to. I just hope that person will approach to me and ask what's wrong. In the outside I may seem alright but the inside, I'm tearing apart. My situation is getting like Sarah's. Unfortunately, mine happened first. I don't know this is something to laugh at or just stay quiet. It's hard for me to just sleep through it and forget about it. It's just impossible. I guess, It'll haunt me for the rest of my life until it is fixed.

blur,
Jane

ends at 5:09 AM